NEW PIGSTY

b.l.u.e m.o.n.d.a.y.

caught van helsing yesterday.not bad.a whole lotta action.my ear drums almost burst.and there were a few parts where i screamed.really SCREAMED.anyway, i screamed not because i watched that horrible scene,which i didnt cos i covered my eyes beforehand, but i screamed cos e sound effects were to a maximum.and it was damn scary.i freaked out during and even after the show ended.

gave me sumthin to ponder abt.if this is horrifyin...how would the Dementors in the 3rd instalment of Harry Potter turn out to be? dark hooded faceless menacing creatures which float around.suckin the life out of you when they plant a lil kiss on ur lips.but by then,the poor muggle would be knocked out cold due to the cold sensation grippin ur heart and leavin u shiverin.
how jolly pleasant.

jus ate guo tie again! and of cors with lots of mayonnaise.
had that everyday for a whole wk.since last monday.
i told ya,i'm addicted to that stuff.totally rawks.

woke up amazingly early todae.was listenin to the radio all through the night.woke up and heard the DJ going on about F1 and shumi and reuben and whatever shit.fell back into a deep slumber after that.it was like 6+am in the morn.who the hell wakes up at 6+am for no reason.absolutely un-lena i must sae.haha. altho i really do wake up at wierd hours,but i definitely go back to sleep after a while.sleep while i can.
got up yet again at 8+am,altho i know it's stil too early for me to wake up.i managed to stay awake.due to the hilarity brought about by Glenn Rod and FD durin their mornin express show on Class 95.
their topics are sometimes off their rockers but that's what makes the show so funny and entertainin.add Glenn's now-and-then sarcastic and obviously uncalled-for jabs at the industry,be it movie or music.or even channel 5.he's very unpredictable.

kept switchin between perfect 10,Class 95,Power 98 and classic 90.5.
was too bored in bed.couldnt bring myself to get up.
finally Dan Ong and Sheik caught my attention halfway when i was switchin tru P10.
some daily piece of fact about some actor.today.it was poor Jen Aniston whose sleeptalkin habit was brought up by them.
apparently,she said this "bring me the men in those uniforms" in her sleep unknowingly.it was hilarious.i had to picture her vividly sleeping soundly next to Brad and muttering those words under her breath.
then Brad would look at her incredulously.lol.what a sight.
so they got onto the topic of fantasizing.and i immediately sat up straight on my bed.listeners would call in and somehow proclaim their fantasies on live national radio.
most of the callers were girls.they really WEREN'T SHY.omg.
one talked abt getting it on in the middle of a band concert.
another confessed she fantasized abt an orgy with a lot of men.and when Dan asked how many she just blurted out 30+ male models.and she being the only girl.i was dumbfounded mans.and i really applaud her.for being able to sae it out on national radio.kinda crazy in a way.
Sheik commented about how many of the callers were girls,and that guys couldn't bring themselves to sae out their fantasy cos it was too hard-core.lol.i was luffin like nuts.
i kept tryin to get tru continuously.and it paid off.lol.
of cors,who wouldnt noe by now that i'm a huge Clay Aiken fan.claymate in other words.
so i admitted that i fantasized about clay.and i went on about how he's tall and thin.and he has this dorky charm that was ultra appealing.then either of them said William Hung.den i protested immediately.lol.no..not william hung.
and so i gushed on.about how his voice is so nice.and it's a natural feeling.lol.i cant believe i had the nerve to say that on P10.i had to keep myself from giggling.that would be the end of me.seriously.
haha.so after that fateful phone call.Dan Ong agreed that some girls go for this geeky kind of look.only appeals to some.and that fantasizing is natural.u dont force urself to fantasize.it jus comes when ure daydreaming.lol.

SO PPL READING THIS: CONTINUE FANTASIZING.IT ISNT WRONG! (maybe the more u tink it's wrong,the more you'll fantasize.who noes.-_^)

2nd time callin tru to P10.first was one hell of an experience.
had to play some game where i had to shamelessly make noises while eating an imaginary taco.dreadful experience.but fun in a sense.
my competitor was obviously more shameless than me.had bigger guts.

dreamt of someone last nite..dreamt that he walked away..
maybe it serves as some sort of a wake-up call or sumthin.
well..i can only continue guessin.haha.

-...there's only so much I can take...-
-...and i just gotta let it go...-
-...and who knows I might feel better yeah...-
-...if I don't try and I don't hope...-

heyyy.another weekend.
one more saturday gone.just like that.
not that bad a week.but i think i ate a tad too much.
had guo tie and mayo everyday.the cravin was jus...too strong.culdnt resist the packet of frozen guo tie sittin nicely in e fridge.
just had to eat it.damn nice.im addicted to it i admit.=)

met xuan n grace on thursdae.met xuan first and then grace joined us.apparently we took a long time to finish our food cos we kept talking and luffin and talkin and luffin.it always happens.haha.so grace took like 3 walks around while waitin for us to finish.

i bumped into jye woei today at boon lay.i was very surprised to see him.
he just jumped in front of me and saed hi.and asked whether i remembered him.i was like..."jye woei?!"
he looked entirely different.and he was holdin a part time job.charity stuff.
so i helped him out.and dropped 10 bucks in e process.arhs. im so careless.

went down to orchard alone to help my mum exchange a skirt that she bought which she thought had a faulty zip.apparently all the skirts were like that.so it wasnt any big deal.jus had to tug a bit harder.

then went to j8 to meet xuan n walter.bought 2 packets of guo tie.
i think we're going seriously crazy ova dat.it was on offer.2 for 1.
had a nice cooling grass jelly drink with pearls.im oso sorta addicted to that too.

not in a mood to blog.too many thoughts swirling around in my head.
tink i'll just write down those stuff i wanna rmb.
all the memories im afraid of forgettin.and afraid of losin.
but i'll pen down those i wanna forget too.cos at least then i noe there's sumthin i wanna forget at the same time.confusin.im confusin myself.lol.

strange how quickly things change.
i can onli hold on to wad's left of it..

-...everytime i turn around...-
-...i think i've got it all figured out...-
-...my heart keeps calling..and i keep on fallin...-
-...over and over again...-
-...this sad story always ends the same...-
-...me standin in the pourin rain...-
-...it seems no matter what i do...-
-...it tears my heart in two...-

american idol fever is hereeeeeeeeee -cheers-
who will be the last idol standin? im not bettin on anyone but my favourites from the beginnin are diana and latoya.
but who noes.its seems as tho twists n turns in every season are inevitable.
4 more wks.and we shall see.i can hardly wait.

just caught Entertainment Tonight on chan i.
had an exclusive interview with John Stevens cos Paula was ET's correspondent.kinda cool.realised the difference John makes on AI is a dang big one.without him there now,who will be the centre of controversy? who will the viewers take as their lil voodoo doll to spit on and prick a million times,as clearly what they have done to that poor kid on the numerous message boards around the country.death threats.the incorrigible person pls do sumthin abt that filthy mind and pen of yours now.
what has that poor kid done to incur ur wrath and get those nicely signed death threats? gawd.america.pls wake up.even ken warwick's disappointed in u.and thats a huge thing ya noe.he might not let america vote anymore or sumthing.but wait.that will screw up the show even more.i take that back.

anyway, GO DIANA & LATOYA!

hell,i wish i culd vote.

talked to evon that day.cool.love that girl lots.one of my closest frens.
we talked abt intersch,cute guys (as usual) and well.more cute guys.hm.
gave up tryin to clayvert her.wasnt workin.
and yea.i saw cl on the Russian Roulette game show.she looked so cute.
and apparently,it was girls galore.4 gurls n 1 guy.
missed those times when we trained together.and obviously.slacked together.had lunch as a team after training.swam together.gossiped together at a table.and played cards afta dat damn training.and i haf a really bad feelin she's grown.a lot.
we laughed about the times when we had to fork out our own money to train on sundays at SPE.laughed it off when we made a huge blunder in front of others. cursed our opponents together.lol.great times yea.and we also horsed around thinkin our rackets were guitars.and sang out of tune.lol.
come to think of it, i dun tink i can even do a proper straight drive now.
there's no turnin back isn it.i guess i'll hafta start from scratch all other again.

i watched Love Actually on vcd jus an hour ago.bloody hell.there's porn scenes inside.uncensored.i have no idea why the director decided to add that scene in too.realised the show i caught in the cinema had a lot of stuff censored off.well.i cant blame them.it's practically like R.A already.

that aside,i still feel as though i caught it for the first time.the scenes were extremely heart-wrenchin.esp when Emma Thompson (Professor Trelawny) found out her husband Alan Rickman (Professor Snape,sorry the Harry Potter fever catchin on)cheated on her.and when Keira found out that her husband's best fren was all along in love with her,just that he didn't have the guts to profess it and treated her coldly all the while. it makes up of simple everyday life stories. and that's what enables the viewers to be extremely captivated by it.
i love that show mans. -the trouble with love is.....-

what's with me.i had this strong urge to get the Harry Potter vcds.
get a grip on yourself.im going nuts. =)

realised i haven't been eatin properly these few days.ate tidbits here and there.

-...now I was once a fool it's true...
-...I played the game by all the rules...
-...but now my world's a deeper blue...
-...I'm sadder but I'm wiser too...

heh.been ages since i last updated.if u can even call dose 2 paragraphs of AI action a proper update.sorry,was too carried away.and sigh.John Stevens is out. =( always liked his wholesome look and boyish charm.turned me on.

it was quite a satisfying week i must say.lazed at home whenever i wanted.
went out when i felt like it.which wasnt quite often.cos going out means i hafta pick out the right clothes.which i absolutely detest cos of my lack of dress sense.there you go.

caught 50 first dates on Fridae.it.was.damn.funny. adam sandler was hilarious.his every word and gesture cracked me up.laughed like nuts. drew barrymore is soooo ultra pretty. she has this girl-next-door look.fresh and innocent.and the fact that she was a girl with amnesia added to it. she has a way of lookin comical without meanin to.when she whacked that guy up while rushin down the hill the whole theatre was roarin with laughter.
she jus did wad she had to do,but in a funny sense.cool girl.
nver took a likin to her when she was in Charlie's Angels.*shrugs*

hm.saturday.stayed home the whole morning and afternoon.but headed to JB at night.took the mrt and the bus into JB.there's always a first for everythin i guess. we seriously had a hard time coming home.the crowd at the Johor customs was HUGE.it was really much worse than the 2000 countdown.
it was extremely suffocating and before long i felt nauseous.vowed never to go in again.first and the last time. it was a public holiday anyway.
had curry mee fen for dinner.was great.always loved that particular stall. then had blueberry dessert. =)
and yea i managed to catch Billboard Music Awards that very afternoon.there was clay! what other reason could there be for me wantin to watch it anyway.
he performed Invisible and well he accepted the award for Best Selling Single Of The Year.he thrashed all the other artistes! GO CLAY!
he sounded terribly strained durin his performance of Invisible.
i saw it on my computer before. he had just recovered from some throat infection just before the BMAs. but still he gave it his all and he shook his thang. =)

went out with my dad yesterday.decided on going to causeway point.
bought 2 tops and 2 pair of shorts.
bought LIME! which obviously has clay in it.super ultra cute picture. his Southern charm makes me melt everytime i gaze at his pictures. *swoon*
he's just grinning broadly in the picture.and it looked so natural.and he looked a tad shy. *thud*
and bought my Purple Rain thing and batteries and GUO TIE!couldnt find mayonnaise packaged in small jars so didnt get it. the last jar of mayonnaise in the fridge expired cos we didnt touch it.lol.learnt my lesson.
had hor fun for dinner and came home to watch The Real Story:Beckhams.
not that bad but Victoria got too much air-time.her face was practically plastered everywhere and like almost jumping out at me.frightful.
sigh.but they look like such a lovin couple.who cares.

hm.it's a blue monday today.wonderin whether i should continue readin Harry Potter and the Order Of The Phoenix or start watchin some vcds.
this brings me to the topic of the super adorable Daniel Radcliffe a.k.a Harry Potter.I AM SERIOUSLY CRAZY OVER HIM. he'll grow up to be a dang cute guy next time. dorky charm and lanky structure. reminds me of clay. hm.
caught the trailer for the 3rd instalment of Harry Potter.made me super excited and was bouncin up and down on my seat. i was gushin continuously. he is such a hottie. ok.call me crazy.but yea.i REALLY am a huge fan of Harry Potter. watched Harry Potter & The Chamber Of Secrets 5 times.lol. Hermione is super chio.sigh. =)

hm.am i really gonna get over him? who noes..not even me.lol.
recalled some stuff yesterday when i went causeway point.
-slap- girl,stop being in ur self-delusion -slap-
i guess...only time will tell...

okok.enough for today.bet it makes up more than anything for what i missed updating last week. =)